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Tonight, Dec 31st, will be a Blue Moon. The Blue Moon, while not important astronomically, is known in folklore as the day shit goes down and everything goes fucking crazy.

Today, Dec 31st, is also my last day at my current job. My natural reaction is to get nervous about things like this because I want it to all go according to plan and am worried of kinks popping up at the last minute. But I won't let myself feel that way this time. This is going to be a beginning to something wonderful.

Yesterday, as in the night of Dec 30th, I hung out with some old friends. It was pretty rockin. I forgot how well I got along with them. I don't even have to explain things to them; they just get it. I love being in sync with people.

I have been considering for the last month deleting this journal since I feel like I have outgrown it. I've decided against this since I still use this account to keep up with certain artists; however, there is a good chance that this will be my last entry.

Livejournal helped me get over many issues I had with my Father's death and various crummy experiences. And while I highly doubt I have had my last crummy experience, I don't feel the need to write them down anymore. I have learned to let go of things that put me down instead of defining myself by them. I can just live my life.

2010 will be the first year after a dozen of mourning that I can enter feeling happy about myself and where I am going with my life. This is going to be a hard, arduous year, and I feel confident that I can handle it.

January 2017

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